The end of a dream

April is officially over, and We were told that if we didn't hear back by the end of April that it was most likely a no... so its most likely a no. Sad day. I had a dream last night that I was at the very first weigh in with all the new contestants, and there was a husband/wife team and not only was the wife WAY not fat, but she had absolutely no personality. I just couldn't help but feel like I would have been such a better choice for the show than her, and I started balling in my dream. Then I woke up and I was actually crying. I just got up and had myself a good cry knowing that my dream of being on the show was over. I had my cry and now its time to move on. I'm starting a biggest loser club and right now there is 1 member... me. So anyone who wants to lose weight with me and have someone to check in with from week to week is more than welcome to join my club!
I have tons and tons of uber exciting things that happened in April, so I will post when I have more time... aka, when I'm not at work :)

April is making me nervous...

It is now April 16th, and as of yet I have not received a phone call from the folks at The Biggest Loser. I'm getting nervous. What I keep telling myself is that they probably haven't made any phone calls yet because they wanted to wait til the current season is over (it ended last night and ALI WON!!) I'm so freaked out by this whole thing that I haven't even posted any of the super exciting things that I've been up to!! I shall post when I have the pics uploaded onto my computer. As for now, all I have the energy to do is keep praying and hoping and wishing and dreaming... because this face was made for television!!