- I was involved in a take-over style robbery by a masked man at the bank I work at
- My car was broken into while parked on my driveway - my window was smashed in and my purse stolen
- Everywhere I go - literally, EVERYWHERE - I am made painfully aware of how NOT pregnant I am, even though Nick and I have been trying for 7 months now. I seriously know 10 pregnant ladies - 10! And another 5 or 6 that have just had their babies.
- I ran into a guy that I have known since I was like 8 years old and he was asking about my family and asked how my sister Kim was doing... He though I was Sierra. Now, my sister looks fantastic now, but not just a few short years ago was very overweight... so it was made clear to me that I have become the fat sister.
- My brother's two best friends came home from their missions this month and it has made me miss Zack so much it hurts.
So what am I going to do to make April a better month than March?
- Try try again for the whole pregnancy thing
- Watch General Conference and soak up all the goodness (visit lds.org to learn more)
- I joined a gym and have already gone twice in the four days since joining
- I enrolled in an online class to try and start inching toward my degree that only has a 7 classes left to finish since I am not pregnant and need to be doing something with my life
That's my game plan right now. It's not much, but it's something, and hopefully the homework and working out will keep my mind off the absence of both a pregnant belly and my brother.
Any other ideas? I'm open to suggestions.
4 comments:
I have a feeling you're going to have a good April! Just keep having positive thoughts. Life can stink at times, but I KNOW that you can get through it. And yay for starting classes!!! The LAST thing you want to do when you have a newborn/toddler is to leave them and go to school, so I'm so proud of you! And I'm happy you've been going to the gym and shame on me for buying you gelato.
I'm with Amy - I have a feeling April is going to be a good month! After the worst storms there are rainbows. :-) You could do another sewing/craft project. You seem to enjoy those, and the rest of us love seeing what you create! :-)
Keep hanging on! It can be so frustrating to want something you know is good and have to wait for it. Good job going to the gym, it will only get harder after that little blessing comes!
I love you and I know April will be terrific! So sorry you had a hard month:-(
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